(04-06-2022, 07:25 AM)Bob Schroeck Wrote: You'd have to ask Ian about that. He writes Dead Bang on his schedule, not mine.
Hi. It's a combination of things getting in my way. The kidney disease hit me out of left field and completely rearranged my life, certainly. Plus the need to find employment and get out of this current living arrangement. Plus a lot of old psychological baggage i have issues with from time to time.
All of that conspires to make me feel depressed and powerless a lot. Which kind of saps my will to do stuff like write. I keep hoping things will turn around, but the opportunities don't seem to ever come my way. And that adds to the pile.
Do I want to finish it? Hell yes. I have some definite ideas for where it goes, but I'm fighting myself to write it lately. It's why I tried to do stuff like run forum RPG games and stuff. To try to alleviate the pressure. It works sometimes.
I recall someone once saying that karma sometimes requires you to pay for things in advance. If that's true, there must be something truly astoundingly amazing coming down the pipe with my name on it...