Quote:The problem is that I have a hard time getting away from it. It's like having a toothache and not being able to resist prodding at it, even though that'll just make it hurt more.
Then don't worry about it. I'm not saying, don't _think_ or _learn_ about it, but don't worry about it.
There's a lot of different sexual practices I don't particularly *like*, or just don't see the point of someone. But, to paraphrase someone whose name I've forgotten, I can see how someone might get there.
This one I can't, and it gnaws at me. I can and have sat for hours trying to figure it out, like a computer in a recursion loop. It hasn't happened recently, I've gotten better at mentally shoving myself out of loops like that, but it's still something I haven't actually resolved, and until I do it'll keep coming back to kick me in the face.
Quote:I actually went to a religious elementary school, then a public high school.
Heh. High School is perhaps one of the worst places to learn a value system that I can think of, save for a religious school.
The religion I practiced at that point wasn't the same as the religion of the school, which sometimes made things interesting.
Quote:I've always had doubts about this, for no other reason than that my own preferences have changed significantly over time.
Sexual fetishes are hardwired into the brain
-Morgan, has always been something of a romance fetishist though...
"We're just having a crossover lemon, would you like to join us?"
-Rane