I've lost my ability to do my job properly. IT feels like I'm constantly in fight-or-flight skittering between things rather than being able to fully focus on anything in particular. It's coming to a head and it's turning me into a proper misereable bastard. I'm constantly being told to hand things off to people but - doing that requires actually thinking about them in detail and --- it's an incredibly pernicious trap.
It feels like everything I do is wrong in some way.
It feels like everything I do is wrong in some way.
Oh sweet meteor of death
Fall upon us.
Deliver us in fire
To Peace everlasting.
Fall upon us.
Deliver us in fire
To Peace everlasting.