Acyl Wrote:The other reason is heartbreak, because I actually feel sad and depressed when logged in now. It may not be a rational reaction, but there it is. It's still almost painful to play, and will be until there's more hope.This is a big thing for me. I'm watching the attempts to save the game, and I fully admit that seeing the posts about people's reactions to that drains me.
I'm working on soloing through Night Ward, just because it's content I've never finished and soloing story heavy content is easier for me than blitzing it on teams. But basic ennui really hurts my will to play. I haven't given up yet, but with other new games that would be taking my attention from CoX anyway hitting in the immediate future, it's hard to rally up the effort. Not to mention I'm GMing for a new pen and paper game that just started.
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"Oh, silver blade, forged in the depths of the beyond. Heed my summons and purge those who stand in my way. Lay
waste."